Missing....

This is a song (quite a sad song, i must add) by evanescence.
Any evanescence fans out there?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
Maybe someday you’ll look out,
And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
Isn’t something missing?

You won’t cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?

[chorus]
Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out:
Isn’t something missing?Isn’t someone missing me?

[chorus]

And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,Knowing you don’t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t something...
[chorus]

Well, all i can sae is, smthn is definately missing, but i'm not sure what....
Maybe somedae i'll noe.....

Happpy New Year!

missing someone dearly, but i'm afraid of what it might mean...

Happpy New Year Anywaes!

my grandad rawks and my dad's a wuss

went to my grandma's house todae again. Alot of ppl were there, tim n titus, my youngest
uncle and aunt and my baby cous!!!!! well..they tried out the new diabetes device. 1st they
get a blood sample wif a really cool tube that sort of "shoots out" needles, lyke a nail gun.
cool stuff. then u put the sample on the electrolyte, then it measured the blood glucose
level. Mine was 6.6, which was supposedly med-high (must have been the pepsi). Anywaes,
everyone took, and my dad was lyke damn sissy screaming lyke crap and shit.(i think he
was juz acting or smthn, cos it din hurt tat much.) Even my grandad felt nothin. but his
reading came out 15.4 (wah kao!). So...juz advice him to stop eating crap we youngsters eat.
But he's getting better lots. He talks alot now, and can even crack jokes. He can eat by
himself, and stand by himself. juz need him to start walking. i guess tat's all. cya.

Advice for sis.........

How to tell someone u dun lyke him/her

走在熙來攘往的街頭

你不再牽箸我的手

小心翼翼的將你小拍勾

淚也小翼翼的流

有些事情你在瞞箸我

你終於還是開了口

淡淡一句還是朋友

淚也如刀割

知道手後你不難過

你比從前快樂

那祝福的 話叫我如何 能夠說的出口

那過往的歡樂是否褪色

想問你怎麼捨得

不要在耳邊再說你會想我

And tt person will sing this song

lol

Christmas eve

Last night Christmas eve was interesting.......Been Waiting for 6 years 4 it to happen.Lol.
The two guys,u noe who u are. But i refuse to elaborate.Those who are curious...find out urself

my sis's game

hey found this cool website all about my sis...

http://geocities.com/jeckalz/

thanks to woonie 4 his help and his bro for creating it.

if u guys need help, try pressing the alt + v + c,or ask me or my sis 4 help

cheerio

安靜 by Jay Chou

pretty good song. Cos it has some special meaning. heck. lemme quote rayonld: All Jay Chou's songs r nice lah!"

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天

睡著的大提琴

安靜的舊舊的

我想你已表現的非常明白

我懂我也知道

你沒有捨不得

你說你也會難過我不相信

牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經

希望他是真的比我還要愛你

我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪

我根本不想分開

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過

我沒有這種天份

包容你也接受他

不用擔心的太

我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開

我也會慢慢走開

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你

我真的沒有天份

安靜的沒這麼快

我會學著放棄你

是因為我太愛你

wat an outing

wow...todae's outing was um....interesting.most of the guys chickened out, leaving only the two bens, feli and charl.i tot it was going to be awkward, and it was. gals being gls, talked most of the time, and boys being boys, were quiet most of the time. bummer.sorry guys, shld have talked more, but i had my reasons. i guess u guys knew them too.
anywaes, the movie, National treasure was really good. Telling you about it would really be spoiling the show, so i'll juz give u a clue. The secret lies with Charlotte. Not my sis, but the boat. It got blew up anywae, so sorry sis. The story was much like the Da Vinci code, for those who have read it, but juz tat it din involve any religious stuff. But it's still worth watching. rather funny. Riley was a dork. but funny 4 stars. could have gotten 5, juz tat they had to blow up the Charlotte. So sorry sis.
i guess tat's all. Thanks 4 the cookies sis. How'd ya noe i lyked famous amos. Hope u lyked urs.

Man....cramp.

Cool, 1st time in 14 years got cramp...lol
Anywaes todae damn cool, went out wif my yd group
1hr badminton, 1 hr bowling, 1hr soccer, 2hr swim, 1hr beach sport.
damn tired....yawwwwwwwn......owwww!!! my b****** leg

signing off..

P.S welcome back sis!

Good to be Back!

i'm baack! Missed u guys. anythin happen while i was gone? u guys going out 4 gathering or smthn?

Proposition 4 jm

Ate dinner(at 9p.m!) at another restaurant. The senario was roughly the same as on the 11.but the food was better tho. jm, i really think u shld consider working at such places.

Todae, i finally realised what they meant when they said: absence makes the heart grow fonder.

"Holidae" @ Malaysia

My family, together wif my uncle's famiy, left 4 lumut this morning. On the way, we stopped and i have no idea where 4 lunch, which 4 ur info, was at 4p.m. Actually it could have bee dinner, but nvm. Anywaes, i was surprised that many teens, roughly my age, were working at such restaurants, and most of them were gals. i noe some dudes whom i think might lyke to work there. Rite jm?

malaysia trip

Yoz, woke up early to travel to malaysia. nothin nice. juz:
a) visit my realtives
b) take care of screaming cousins
c) watch to my screaming cousins watch cartoon all dae, especailly barney and the incredibles. I think i watch it 6 times liaoz..
d) act stupid ad lame and sing along to barney
e) play com, watched taxi, new police story, bulletproof monk, n without a paddle
f) as reka mite put it, eat sleep and shit
g) eat late, sleep late, wake up late
h) basically, rot :)
well, i'll admit that i usually look 4ward to these stuff, but perhaps i had some unfinished business or obligations back home?It feels like i left smthn behind, maybe my heart.4 whom?Well, tat's 4 me to noe and 4 u to find out.

Bdae Blues

well, a year has finally passed and my bdae is here again. I'm supposed to be only a year older, but 4 some reason i feel much older than 14. I guess 2004 has got some kinda effect on me, perhaps. Maybe i'm not alone...Obviously, i've decided to start a blog to c how it's like, cos many of my pals are doin it. The URL is http://castingnets.blogspot.com. (well duh!). So far it's been great. not only does it allow me to crap about my life, it allow me to understand other ppl as well. Anywaes, Ben oi, Aloy, Tim, Xianyong and i went out to 'celebrate' i think. We wanted to watch a movie, but Christmas wif the kranks had been invaded by two full classes of students, and 4 some reason, we all tot polar express was a whole lot of nonsensical rubbish. So we all proceeded to amk central 4 some hardcore button games, a.k.a HYPER BISHI BASHI! Xianyong totally kicked our asses, literally, and we all ended up spending 10 bucks continuing the game. But heck, if u're gonna lose, its always better to lose to the best. I'm a newb, but I guess this is the part where i start sharing mytots and heartfelt crap rite? well, i can't really deny that there was a sense of awkwardness out there todae, even while playing vid games. Perhaps after u noe wat happened wif u noe who, he has been more reserved. maybe i shld send him an email or smthn. I shld i guess, after all, wat r friens 4 rite? Too bad jm and yichen weren't there,. Maybe they could have spiced up things abit. I tried to engage a conversation but only Xianyong responded. 6a gals, any comments? btw, thanks sis!